(Contexts and characters of this story are imagination of the author that have got no connection with any real life contexts or characters.)
The priest shouted once more: “Demons get away from this girl’s body...I order in the name of Jesus!” The solemn crowd of the girl’s relatives obediently reciprocated, “Amen!” But the girl fell fainted into the hands of Yohanis, her brother. The priest sprayed holy water over the girl’s face and she slowly opened her eyes. As usual, thanking the priest, the crowd got out of that shabby spiritual healing centre. While getting out holding his younger sister Meseret for the twelfth consecutive time out of the healing centre, Yohanis was thoroughly despaired. His conscience reminded him once more: “Believe... she will be cured”. “God has given wings to angels, not to these believers to fly over all troubles”, Yohanis was thinking while walking two kilometres through the rouble-road, carefully carrying his exhausted, enervated sister. Again his mind gave the answer: “Believe... you will get wings”.
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In last two years, Yohanis saw his younger sister becoming hysteric at least 14 times. All these started when she passed out of the high school. Whenever she shows symptoms, the family rushes her to the spiritual curing centre, where she would faint at the stubborn mediation of the priest and blink open her eyes at the sprinkle of holy water. Then the entire family would heave a sigh of relief and return, refurbishing their belief in the divine.
After the day’s ordeal, Meseret is now peacefully sleeping. She must be too tired. How brilliant, agile and diligent was she! Since the very day she got admission to the higher secondary two years back, she has been doing part-time jobs. In Ethiopia, there is nothing unusual of students working and earning money for their education. Every morning Meseret distributed milk to some restaurants and houses. She would earn 6 birr each morning out of this. 30 days would provide her 180 birr. In the evenings she would become a sales girl in the village’s only shoe shop. There are no much shops or offices or commercial establishments in her village. The only extravagant landmark of that small town was confined to that shop named, ‘Best Shoes’. One can procure not only shoes, but overcoats, jackets and cosmetics – almost all Chinese. After school, she would reach the shop at 5pm (11pm according to Ethiopian way of counting time) for duty and would work until it closes at 8.30pm (2.30pm according to Ethiopian way of counting time). Through this she could get 5 birr plus dinner on days of her work. That means 150 birr if she worked 30 days together. The morning services and the evening sales work together used to provide her a total of 330 birr a month, which was worth an amount for her needs.
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Everything went awry in the little girl’s life when her 52-year-old shop owner grew a lust for her. One night, he wanted her to stay with him. She continued unheeding the owner’s demand for two days. The third day proved the worst in her life. When the power went off, the owner put the shutters down and approached a trembling Meseret. Her throat became dry and no more cries came out from that frozen feeble human body. As the man became a beast, power came with a blast. Entire shop was in fumes and smoke... something was burning. People started shouting from outside. There was a short circuit and the entire building was in flames... Someone broke open the shutters, crawled into the shop, pulled, dragged and threw Meseret out on to the road first; and thereafter the shop owner... Partly clad girl got huddled, covering her body with hands and bending her head towards her breast. She was profoundly shivering. Yohanis came running. When he came to know about the whole story, he lost all self control. In a frenzy, he kicked the shop keeper thrice – one to make him fall flat and two heavy stamps over the chest of the fallen man. Not over, he gathered a piece of charcoal and wrote boldly over the shop’s name to read “Beast Shoes”. He gave his own coat for her sister to cover her body. He gathered her towards him and both of them went back. Meseret’s first hysteric expression was on the next day of this ghastly incident. And the agony repeats then and now.
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Thinking all these, Yohanis was sitting at the shade of the cattle shed, when his mother Herut’s compassionate touch over his head brought him back to this world. “Oh boy, come on, take some food”, Herut’s words were drenched in love. When he stood up, the calf came running and started drinking its mother’s milk. Yohanis was about to ride it away, but Hirut stopped: “No, no... let the calf drink as much milk as it needs”. Yohanis said, “But mother we need to sell milk to our regular customers. If the calf...” before he could finish, his mother added: “Yes, yes, today let it be not the day for our customers, let it be a day for our little calf”. Heruth is a mother who valued compassion more than commerce. Holding Yohanis on his right hand Herut went inside. Inside, the home provided a cool setting for Yohanis. The mother has always been a healing touch for his burning heart. On the table was a glass of thick home-made curd mixed with local spices that Yohanis always loved to have. Two daboos (ball-shaped bread) and a little of smashed egg were also served to him. While enjoying mother’s care, Yohanis got that inward call: “Believe... nobody knows you better than your mother”. Like a goddess this mother has been nurturing the two children ever since their father left them marrying another lady.
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Being a psychology graduate, Yohanis was offered a teaching job with the same university from which he passed out. The university was some seven hundred kilometres away from home. Considering the sister’s pathetic condition and mother’s old age, offer from the distance was not a choice for him. “Believe, you will get what you deserve”, conscience pacified him. Yohanis recollected the Freudian theory of displacement - strong emotional feeling of a person is sometimes displaced onto something else – it can be individuals, things, animals or birds – upon which the person would start venting his/her emotions. Freud arrived at this conclusion while postulating his own unshaken theory of religions.
“Can my sister displace her huge vengeance against the old shop owner onto something else so that I could have finished that object for cooling down her disturbed mind”, Yohanis was thinking. For example, had Meseret imagined an ox in the place of her beastly shop owner, Yohanis could have readily killed that ox; or he could have helped his sister kill the beast for unleashing and ending her vengeance forever. “How long should my little sister bear this torture?” Yohanis wiped off a drop of tear from his eyes.
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It was an April night. ‘Belg’ rains have already started in Ethiopia. Forenoons are brighter but all afternoons and nights are drenched in rain. This short rain season is best for farming certain long-cycle and short-cycle crops. Yohanis was coming back from the barley field. Barley is a short-cycle crop. He was thinking of replacing Barley with Millet, a long-cycle crop next time. “Should discuss with mother” he was thinking. He walked a bit careful for it was dark and the way was full of thick slimy mud. Someone was walking in front of him. He didn’t need a second look to ascertain that the person was none other than the shop owner – the rogue that tore apart the mental fabric of his darling sister. It is this beast that prevented him from accepting a job offer. It is due to this beast that paradise was lost for their modest household. Each thought turned into fury when his conscience murmured, “Believe, the paradise is open only for the sufferers of today”. Such esoteric principles could no more pacify him. He already blew a gasket to give a heavy kick from behind to the shop owner. That thunderbolt has got the man thrown some ten feet away where face down, he landed on the mud. Yohanis stamped ten times on the back of the man’s neck before ensuring him dead.
There was no more compassionate, decent Yohanis, who has by then became an incarnation of a devil’s devil – a devil that was assigned by the God to kill another devil. He pulled the left hand of the corpse and started running home dragging it all along the way. At the bedside of Meseret, a heavily entranced Yohanis woke up his sister: “Meseret, Meseret, wake up my sister... see this sight... see this end of our home’s demon”. Meseret opened her eyes and saw Yohanis struggling to lift the dead body of the shop owner to show her its deformed face. “See this... smile my sister... see this and smile...” Yohanis was saying utterly trembling. Yes, Meseret smiled - for the first time since that horrible day.
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On the day of verdict, while standing at the court room, his mind repeated its pastime: “Believe, good days will come for you”. Yohanis neglected that totally. Good days after killing a person! What else is better than bringing back a smile on younger sister’s life!! The happiest day was the one when his younger sister smiled like a full moon, overcoming the dark of that heinous experience. He was anticipating a death sentence which he could have readily accepted. But the court sentenced just five years of imprisonment! Even today, he couldn’t understand what prompted the court not to pronounce a death sentence or at least a life sentence for this great crime.
Later he also heard a rumour that a newly recruited young police man named Shuma, who was entrusted with the job of writing the FIR has failed miserably in making the report foolproof; and hence the court could not find ample evidence to order the ultimate punishment.
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Now after thirty long years, while strolling through the paths trave
rsed by him in life, two things are clear for Yohanis: one, his sister’s husband is Ato Shuma who is currently the sub inspector with the Oromia Police and two, Burtukan, the only daughter of the man killed by him, is now with him in his life journey as his beloved wife. Frazer, Freud, devils, spirits, rituals and God of different religions of the world are now mundane jargons for Prof. Yohanis at the Department of Psychology at one of Ethiopia’s leading universities.
While pondering over religion, Peter Berger’s paradoxes always interest him: Berger’s earlier notion was that in the expansion of science, ‘White gods and the divine are replaced fast by white coats (of laboratories and scientists)’; later same Berger postulated that religions will sustain the modernity in various forms – it won’t be monolithic, but pluralistic religion’. Nonetheless Prof. Yohanis never needs a second thought to ascertain that life is all paradoxes.
- K.P. Sivakumar